Hello, RiRi again! Missed me?! :D 49TH post yo! :D

It's raining heavily with thunders and lightnings tonight. Brother haven't come home yett. I feel like doing something that I have not yet achieve everytime when it rains. I feel like standing under the rain and cry. At least I have a companion to cry with, the raining clouds. Sometimes life may look easy from other people's views. But when you urself face it. You'll dread very much. I do tell my problems to my closest. But, imagine there's a globe. there's the outer layer and the crust. What I tell is only the outer layer. The crust, I'll keep it to myself. Why? Coz I don't like sharing problems with my friends. I mean they have their own problems to face up. So I DARE NOT BURDEN THEM. I do smile, I do laugh, I do make jokes. Well some of it are lame. Most of it. I do put on a smiling masquerade. I know alot of people with problems will say this. Coz they experienced this. Everytime I'm having fun. Thinking bout my problems I have makes me turn off. Like totally moodless. I don't know. I mean. Life is a pressure. I really do would want to stand under the rain and cry. :/

Next. Today went to North point with Andi, Wan and (Private). Supposedly, Andi's bf, which is my new found friend, Aidil wanted to follow. But last minute cancelled. Well we promised to meet at CP at 2.30 and then meet (private) at North Point. Why we wanted to went there? Coz We wanted to take back my shades from someone. OPkaiis back to the whole story. Then I reached first. (Private) messaged me asking where am I bla3 then we met at CP. She waited with me. Then Andi reached third. She didn't have any prepaid. So cnt contact her. Then wan reached. After that. Went to NP. At first sat with Andi and (Private) Then shifted to sitting alone. I was hot. Oh yeah, I look crappy just now. Look at the pic I posted. Then ate mac. Then took shades and bleahs. Moved to Bugis. Andi had to went home. Her Gma was naggin I think. The journey to Bugis was dreadly long. Had to switch trains. Then reached already. went to Bugis street and then Illuma. Which was waaaaay boring. Went to the highest floor. Which was uber cold. I mean at the escalator. Then crapped and homed. Wan reached first. Me and (private) went home. Uber tired. So yeah. :)

Oh yeah, we camwhore at Mac's just now. ;) Heeh! :D

P/S: I LOVE NICKI MINAJ!

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