This few days, It feels like my world have crashed to an end. Life is hanging low. I still try my very best to put on a smile as if I'm wearing a beautiful velvet masquerade on my face. But to think of it I still have to live my live no matter what. I just don't know what to do. I really don't know. Problems will struck you every time, on such a bad timing. can problems just shut and sit?! Gosh! I know people always say, u may have problems now, it'll all get better soon, to grow problems helps you to be more matured and alot more. I thought I could face this alone. But I'm wrong. The pain is very likely to be even more painful when you stab urself in the heart. I don't even want to talk about my problems anymore. I'm tired of hearing and talking bout it. Nothing can be changed. And what's more?! I didn't get promoted in St. John's today. Isn't that great? I committed to SJAB, and I don't get promoted. Just Great. It just can't get any better than this. So yeah, I've to be strong and face the problems lies ahead of me. I've to Stand head strong and face it. And gna link you people up soon. my blog is like acting stupid to me. Fuck it!